15 September 2010

Matty McDeezle

© Matt McDonough

http://lens.blogs.nytimes.com/2010/08/19/matt-mcdonough-visits-mental-asylums/

this happened recently. big moves. he handled it by turning the phone off. but now it's back on, and he might be trippin' off again, even farther than expected/imagined, 4 x 5izzle in hand. i am so proud of him...and while so is everyone else who knows him, i feel the proudest (not a hint of green in my eyes), save mama. i alllllllmost see how it would feel, all this buzz about the photos; i got a whiff, a proud, desperate whiff - we're close, so it's ok. it's all intoxicating...or unbearable.

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